#i'm nervous about this omg

[xx-j4nu5-c4t5-xx]

pascal and nervous in bert and ernie's sweaters

this was supposed to be a joke post but the demons took hold of me and now it's a fully finished drawing

[jordanswitches]

just asked the girl i've been talking to for the last three weeks to go to dinner with me and as someone who has rarely been on a first date bc people usually are too eager to fuck me to romance me, i do feel quite strongly that my heart is gonna beat out of my chest. i've literally never had this much build up before meeting someone i'm gonna have a heart attack waiting for her reply lol

[lakesparkles]

Sorry for not posting lately, these last weeks aren’t being easy at all....

Anyways, I think it would be nice to show all the animal designs I’ve made for LiS characters so far! It’s being really fun!

I decided their animals for some different reasons: some are the animals they should truly be; some are like “Alex seems to really like tigers!” But I’m still not totally sure about some of them, maybe I’ll change in the future...

[mmonetsims]

for my 700 followers gift, i wanted to do something special. i'm not gonna lie i had been thinking about doing this for awhile, but it never really felt like a good time to do it and i didn't feel like i had enough followers to do it. but i believe between all of my lovely mutuals and all of the friends that have joined sims of tumblr, i think it's time to finally give y'all the:

sims of tumblr discord! 🗺️

the link will send you directly to feel free to join, even if you're shy!

and again, thank you guys so much for 700 followers <3

[howtodisappearcompletelyand]

20/10 stars little guy

[tulipe-rose]

Day 2 of me backing up my platonic skk agenda: (long post ahead)

It would be pretty hard to convince people with my point of view on this one, I almost gave up lmao, but I'm relentless when it comes to proving myself as right so I'm putting this out there ✊🏼 I'm not expecting many to agree lol

We all know, and love/hate/have complicated/no feelings for Beast!Dazai, right? I won't be focusing on him either way since he's too unstable/not really focused or have the time for love atm, so any romantic emotions would've been dispelled way too early on due to his unique situation. (Honestly it's less 'dispellled' and more suppressed until supposedly numb)

At least I'm sure we all love Beast!Chūya. What separates between him, and his canon self is how outwardly protective Chūya is of Dazai, but it isn't exactly out of nowhere. A lot of people in the fandom just think of it being the result of Soukoku spending more time together, which isn't far removed from what I believe, but not exactly it either.

I believe that the key reason why Chūya is like this is because of Oda's absence.

Oda was such an important part of Dazai's life, he treated him like the child he was, while upholding the appropriate boundaries due to the drastic difference in their positions, and eventually gave him a purpose to keep going. Oda was arguably the older brother Dazai could've had if it weren't for the circumstances, Oda's untimely death, and the Port Mafia's tight hierarchy system.

In this lifetime, Oda wasn't present, or more precisely, Dazai didn't give him the chance to be present, which ultimately led to Dazai being much more withdrawn, outwardly sadistic, yet inwardly vacant, his self proclaimed apathetic self ever present. Chūya witnessed his steady decline in both health, and mentality since Dazai returned from that mission; the day I picked up Dazai never happened as in canon, and Oda never knew Dazai beyond his facial features until their reunion.

Oda isn't there, so Chūya had to make sure that Dazai's self destructive behaviour didn't destroy him, subconsciously looking out for him more, and paying more attention to him by the day, but disguising it behind threats, and insults; It's rightful with how Dazai acts to be honest.

He was there during the time where Dazai rose to the Boss position, and it must've been paranoia inducing for Chūya, not because Dazai can't protect himself from the assassins, (that man will not die unless he allows you to kill him) but because he could very much allow them to kill him if they were trying a painless approach such as poison; this is what probably made Chūya stand so closely to Dazai, he needed to be close by to deflect any incoming attacks, yet far enough for his ability to not be nullified, and even then I think he only resorted to such close proximity because of an incident that threatened Dazai's life too much. The following panel is what somewhat backs up what I've been blabbering about for the past sentence.

Chūya did it out of care, and worry for his partner, but was it ever romantic? Well, no opinion is ever right in such situations, but I'll humbly say that it feels somewhat familial-ish/closest+only friend-ish from Chūya's side. HEAR ME OUT ON THIS OKAY–

I feel like the way Chūya is reprimanding, and absolutely forbidding Dazai from this despite their positions could be interpreted as a concerned brother/friend yelling at his ignorant younger sibling/best friend. Chūya went on a rampage after Dazai's suicide, and wouldn't a brother or a friend do that too? Yes, a brother or a friend would, the proof being Chūya's course of action after finding out about the flags' death, and Verlaine's talk about them being brothers in inhumanity. (ik how different both situations are, but they both have people that Chūya cared for die, the former being more painful because of how long they knew each other, and because he tried so hard to prevent this from happening, yet it happened either way. This isn't the first time Chūya lost someone important to him, so it's bound to hurt a lot more.)

We didn't see enough of their current dynamic to rule out any familial/platonic relations, so I don't see why this wouldn't be valid. There could be hundreds of interpretations, but all of them sum up to Chūya caring about Dazai; it's up to you, and how you choose to view it.

Exasperated exhale I rest my case, and god the hate I might get for this simple opinion is on sight lmao-

[softerhaze]

(♪)

[cozybells]

thinking about them and 10 thousand different dynamics

[spurgie-cousin]

literally just decided on planning to start trying for a baby in SIX months like, a few days ago and mr. SC is in the process of getting a mini van as of an hour ago 😭😭

type A people i love you so much i truly do i wish my brain worked that way

[lovelylotusf1]

Having to do a BIOS update on a new(ish) device should be considered a form of psychological torture, actually.

[meluli]

I was tagged by @scribophile thank you 🩷

TAG GAME: list five of your favourite movies in a poll so your followers can pick which movie they think best fits your vibe!

What do you think?

No pressure tags 🫶

@daria-meoi @sailorsruin92 @agaywithcoffee @soupbtch @spirker @livwifeofkarl @sherlockig and also anyone who'd like to do it ♡

[stinkrascal]

its so cruel that references do in fact work very well..... why did we all collectively convince ourselves that references are "cheating" and youre not allowed to use them back in the day bc thats ruined me as an adult. references are the shit!

[eschynite]

m and i grew up in the same neighborhood and went to all the same schools but he was ~popular~ and friends with a lot of people i either knew or assumed didn't like me and i guess i still have an Uncool Nerd complex bc when m tells me someone says hi or asked how i am, i'm always surprised they remember me

[urdtarah]

i love my birds so much every little move they make is so cute

[dynjas]

I was finally brave enough to read some multi chapter fanfics which aren't complete and my heart aches, BUT I got so damn inspired!

The fics I've read were absolutely awesome!!(the reason I'm sad that some of them don't get updates anymore I think,but we all know how that is, so no shaming!! I'm one of those! That's because I didn't want to write multi chapter works again)

Now I want to write my Halsin X OC centric fic and I'm kinda afraid to do so...

I want to make notes for each chapter what I want to happen because otherwise I just write and forget where I wanted to be and yeah...

I'm fucking nervous...

I don't even know if anyone is interested?!

Oh and I want to practice writing better smut in this!

Ughh help... I want to so bad and I will start and I'm praying to all good gods that I'm going to finish

[oddlittlestories]

Nothing like a gifset to remind me that I really DON'T like dating men actually